me, myself n i...

what i think...

2011-09-09T22:00:00.002+08:00

past is past..
whatever happened, just walk and move on...
smile and smile...
Allah swt always be there...
Insya Allah...

Katy Perry - Firework

2011-06-28T21:22:00.000+08:00

smile...

2011-06-28T20:54:00.004+08:00

well, hari ni is not a good for me..
kadang-kadang terfikir juga, kenapalah di mukabumi ni,
Allah s.w.t jadikan manusia dengan pelbagai ragam dan kerenah..

tapi... ragam dan kerenah itulah menjadikan kehidupan kita berwarna-warni, banyak
corak-corak yang terbentuk...

baik dan buruk, semua pasti ada disebaliknya..
jadi senyum penawar hati..
sabar penenang jiwa..

walauapapun, berpijak di bumi yang nyata adalah panduan
yang terbaik dalam hidup..

yang baik, dicontohi dan jadi pedoman hidup..
yang sebaliknya, diingati dan jadi penunjuk jalan tika kita sesat..

Words of the day:-

Whatever happened, it's happen...
Just smile and keeps on going...
Remember, NOBODY PERFECT...

ONE FINE DAY - BRIAN ENO & DAVID BYRNE - Time Lapse - Four Seasons

2011-06-01T12:14:00.000+08:00

hi there...

2011-06-01T11:51:00.003+08:00

It's seemed a long time I didn't expose any stories in my own blog.
Why??
Let me think about it...

Maybe I don't have much time to write anything.
Also maybe I've other responsibilities that need me to pay attention to.
Or maybe because of I'm getting busy with my daily routine, my 'lovely' job.
But after all the main point is I'm getting lazy to open my blog.. haha..
Don't ask me why because I myself don't have any answer for that even a single word.

One find day, I'll make a comeback and share my story to the world...
One find day ya...

Till see you again..
Take care..

apa-apa jak...

2010-07-23T22:37:00.002+08:00

kebetulan ka itu?? sudah 2 or 3 kebetulan.. ndak kan kebetulan ya.. ehm.. entahlah.. ari tu org lain yg terckp kebetulan aku ada disitu.. pas tu kebetulan pulak ada tgk2 pic fb, beberapa ari lepas aku bgtau, kebetulan pulak pic tu ndada sudah.. nah lg kebetulan aku cari2 movie ( ya lah, bkn aku punya, so kena mencari la.. ).. adui tertekan pulak aku yg nda sepatutnya aku tekan.. ndakan pulak sama.. upload n save on the same day.. upload tu backgroundnya d touch up but yes, still can see the same place.. save pulak yg original n got a few, maybe 6 - 8 pic.. that was upload n save a day after taken that things.. ehm.. kebetulan jugak la tu.. mungkin.. frankly, i hated it. be honest and just tell me openly and it will not hurt me or otherwise i know it by myself. Honestly, it hurt me damn badly.. so is that all happened just a coincidence to me??????? if i can share and tell u about anything, why didn't u??

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2010-06-11T00:02:00.003+08:00

05/06/2010

bermula episod baru... alhamdulilah, tanpa sebarang masalah, segala-galanya berjalan seperti yg dirancang... dalam hati ada taman... syukur segala puji bagi Allah swt kerana memberikan cahaya dalam hidup ku... bukan jauh... senantiasa dekat dan selalu berjumpa... dialah yg berjaya mengetuk pintu hatiku... sebetulnya itu dinamakan jodoh... sudah tertulis segala-galanya... Ya Allah, Ya Tuhan ku, restuilah perjalanan kami berdua. Eratkan dan kukuhkanlah ikatan kasih sayang antara kami. Kuatkanlah persefahaman dalam hidup kami dan bahagiakan hidup kami dan keluarga kami berdua... amin...

meow... meow

2010-05-23T01:28:00.003+08:00

All about the day before yesterday...

i thought that i'm fully prepared to read it again. nothing is wrong with it. i believe that i'm tough enough to face it (as usual)& i'm mentally & physically well prepared & will be ok with it. the moment i done my reading, without realizing, my tears drip out. i felt like my heart stopped beating on the dot. those words 'killed' me badly. that accusation thrown om my self is very painful & absolutely not true at all. i hated it very much. when i think about it, i had done nothing wrong. everything is unplanned. never comes to mind to fall in love with him. from time to time, i always remind myself that he is unavailable. i know how it feels when someone you love left & walked away from your live..

Then i keep asking myself with some questions...
i'm cruel? am i selfish? do or did i obstruct the happiness of others? ehm... why should i feel this way??? however, God has determined each one's life journey. There is wisdom in every episode that happens in our lives. as a human, accept it as a kismet form God. He knows what the best for His followers. for those who are patient and continue to pray, God will give compensation in the future..

My pray...
Ya Allah, i'm grateful & thankful that i still have the strength to get through my days. i'm thankful that i've found & met someone who can accept me as who am i, love me & care about me. Ya Allah, bless & ease every whatever we do. Ya Allah, i pray that we will remain together until the end of our life.... amin...

sarawak...

2010-03-18T23:44:00.008+08:00

soal hati dan perasaan susah utk diramal... marah? kecil hati? merajuk? entahlah.. hehe... maybe terkilan sbb dia bkn org pertama yg bagtau hal tu.. kebtlan org lain yg btanya, aku ada di situ dan org yg ditanya tu gugup utk mjawab soalan tu sambil melirik2 aku disebelahnya.. ehm... naluri kuat mengatakan yg dia akan jumpa 'org itu' walaupun yg empunya diri tu bgtau yg sebaliknya... aku tiada hak utk halang dia dr jumpa 'org tu' dan sesungguhnya kalau pun hak itu wujud.. semuanya bergantung dgn dirinya juga... biarpun aku kata tidak tp dirinya kata ya atau sebaliknya.. hak tu akan hilang juga... sapa la aku utk buat mcm tu??? hahahaaa...
cemburu?? penting diri??? entahlah... bila difikirkan semula... aku br saja wujud dlm hidupnya dan 'org tu' pulak sudah lama berada dlm hidupnya.. so, aku sedar utk berdiri di mana... terhiris bila dia tdk bgtau hal ni walaupun mlm tu mcm biasa dia call... tghari tu aku tunggu call or sms dr dia.. mo tahu perkembangan diri dia... i'm worried bout dia, i do care bout dia n really miss dia. mo call tp risau mengganggu... so, i said to myself, dia really busy so that dia can't make any call or send me sms... i understood bout that...bila dia bgtau 'org tu' call n tghari dia pegi jumpa 'org tu' sbb 'org tu' mo jumpa... damn it hurts me...
am i sensitive??? ehm.. entahlah.... apa2 pun, aku cuma berharap aku dgr sendiri drpd mulutnya. biar dia la org pertama yg bgtau ttg apa2 dan bknnya dr org lain.. aku blh terima walau teruk n sakit mcmana pun... manusia mana yg tdk buat kesilapan??? hehe...

aku bersyukur ke hadrat Allah swt kerna aku jatuh cinta lg setelah sekian lama pintu hatiku tertutup. aku percaya semua yg berlaku pasti ada hikmah disebaliknya...

my pray : Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku.. Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui segala2nya.. Engkau mempunyai jawapan bg setiap permintaan hamba2Mu Ya Allah.. Hambamu ini insan yg kerdil memohon dariMu Ya Allah.. jika dia tercipta untuk ku.. maka Engkau dekatkanlah dan satukanlah hati kami berdua bukan saja untuk di dunia tapi juga untuk di akhirat.. Wujudkanlah perasaan kasih dan sayang di antara kami berdua Ya Allah.. Engkau redhailah perjalanan hidup bukan saja untuk kami berdua tapi juga untuk ahli keluarga kami dan org2 Islam keseluruhannya dengan cahaya nur dariMu Ya Allah... Tetapkanlah iman dan sabar dlm hidup kami... amin....

boleh bla...

2010-01-05T23:00:00.011+08:00

Marriage? Hot topic yo...

As time goes by, i think and absolutely, i will accept the first man who met my parents to be my life partner. So easy and simple, right? Jangan coba-cobanya... Not that easy la... He must show his sincere to take me away from my family especially my ibu. Moreover, he must promise that he will love me, always caring about me, never and ever hurt my heart until broken into pieces. Always be there in any circumstances and the most important that he can accept me and my family as who we are. High demanding? I don't think so because i will do the same things without any doubt and i will make it triple than what he do for me.

Or else, i just accept the man that chosen by my parents or family... am i crazy doing all this things? I believe in them especially my ibu. She knows what the best for me as her daughter and her instinct always and almost right.

Allah swt Almighty..

So, think that i'm a choosy, fussy, finicky, picky or whatever person? No.. No.. No... I'm not agreed with those who judge or categories me as that kind of person. Everyone of us, dream of happiness until the end of life, as well as myself too. In future time, I just hope that i'm not the one in group of broken marriage. That is the scariest things for every one of us as human being.

But as a Muslim, all that has been prescribed by God. Receive with openhearted. There is wisdom behind it....

Believe in Allah swt...

Words to remember :

Never give up...

pakcik ka....

2009-12-26T00:55:00.005+08:00

uik... hampir2 aku terlupa akan kewujudan blogku ini... lama juak la aku tdk memuntahkan crita diblog ini... cumanya hari-hari yg dilalui terlalu memenatkan smp tdk teringat blog ini... kunun la ba kan...

.... dan mlm2 ni tiba2 jak ingatan terhadap blog ini terimbas semula disebabkan oleh pakcikku... tersentap la aku kejap oleh kata2nya yg kunun telah membaca satu persatu coretan diblogku... nasib baik jugak perisai dan pertahananku kuat tika membaca smsnya.. klu tdk, mo nya blh pengsan... tp mukaku panas kehangatan jugak la biarpun cuaca diluar tu sejuk gila..

neway, i shud thank to my pakcikku for reading my blog and that's making me wake up from my beauty sleeping.. will find a time to write story on my blog... and who is actually pakcikku?? ehm.. biarla rahsia...

words of the day...

Thanx to God for giving me another chance in my life...

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Snow or Show???

2009-04-12T12:01:00.005+08:00

Coba untuk bertahan kehidupan tanpa alam maya sekejap......

Last week kan, kena hadir kelas 'tuition' di Pusat Latihan Maybank, Bangi. Macam mimpi tau sebab mendaftar untuk hadir kelas ni. Entah dari mana datang semangat yang berkobar-kobar ni... Selepas mendaftar tu, tiba-tiba pulak, banyak persoalan yang berlegar-legar di kepala sampaikan tidur malam pun kadang-kadang tidak lena dan ada masa-masanya, jam 4 pagi baru boleh tidur... Isyy kononlah... Padahal, banyak persoalan 'kehidupan' yang difikirkan...

Bangun pagi untuk pergi kelas, mesti berdebar-debar tapi still control.

Dalam hati, i'm keep asking the same question for a hundred times, i guess... Can i do it?? Urghhh...

Then when to class... kecut perut mak oi!!

New people, new environment... everthings is new...

And the scariest things to me are the conversation fully in English. goshh!!

Can you imagine??

But...

Alhamdulilah finally, I got my positive thoughts back and I'm on my road again.

With all my confidence, coolness and optimistic feelings, another day I survived!!

Nawaitu tidak betul....

Hari perjalanan pergi KL... cuaca tidak mengizinkan.

Gelora dalam hati, rasa rimas, risau dan panik masa dalam airplane tu...

Penumpang-penumpang yang lain pun nampak macam 'semacam' jak...

Lucky of me, still maintain dan relax jer... kononlah tau-tau... Allah jak yang tau...

Sedikit kecewa, tidak boleh pulak landing di KLIA, so terpaksa ke Johor Bahru pulak. Lama jugaklah 'tersangkut' di sana...

Lucu jugak bila teringat semula kata-kata kawan yang sorang tu...

"...dr airport lagi nawaitu sudah tidak betul. banyak plan... mo pegi situ la, mo pegi sana la...

mo ponteng kelas la...."

Ehm... secara kebetulan or memang betul... Hanya Allah saja yang tahu...

Kacip Fatimah??

2009-04-11T13:54:00.003+08:00

Apapun terjadi...

Berjalanlah tanpa henti...

Airmata tertahan...

Waktu untuk dijatuhkan...

Nanti kita kan tahu...

Betapa bijaknya hidup...

Sepahit apa pun ini...

Pelajaran yang bererti...

Semoga kepergianmu

Tak akan merubah apa pun

Semoga mampu ku lawan

Kesepianku...

Semoga kepergianmu...

Tak akan...

Semoga mampu ku lawan

Kesepianku...

Apa pun yang terjadi...

Berjalanlah tanpa henti...

Puitis bait-bait kata... Ringkas tapi mempunyai makna yang amat dalam sedalam laut yang luas membentang mata... Apa pun, sekeras mana dugaan, sekejam mana kehidupan, seberat mana masalah, sehebat mana cabaran, terus dan terus melangkah dan berjalan tanpa henti sehingga nafas terakhir.....

Power root...

2009-04-11T13:37:00.003+08:00

Life is so cruel without my laptop and the worst thing is no online life....urggg!!!

Neway, last few months back, there is a week full of exhauseted and tired but still full with fantastic things and challenging not only for my mental but also for my physical until i'm losing my weight... Cool!!!

Ehm.. at the beginning, I, myself a bit unhappy to attend this training. Maybe myself did not really well-connected with the environment of the place, which is the training will be goings-on even though the place is so calm, peaceful and romantic. I've been there quite a few times and i've undergo a few scary things. Hey! For sure, I believe in God, Allah Almighty without any doubt! Anyhow, I'm just feeble human being.

The whole days were really fantastic and amazing. I describe that as a 'learning without any learning'. My entire body and my mind are operational and working well together. Every activity, we did it in-group and working as a team. Teamwork guys!! We blend in our thoughts and idea together into one and make it truly powerful action to get a fantastic and extraordinary result. Team think ma... Moreover, the happiness happened. My team, 'Dividend Team', won the challenge. Team Power!! Team Support!! hehe...

At the end, I realize that what i've learn in 2 days is actually related with my daily life routine. It makes me better in whatever i'm doing and create me to another challenging level and move forward the way I'm think.

For me, that was a great outer-journey and extraordinary expedition in my life span.

Keep in mind, every one of us, have our turbulent moment in whatever we do. However, remember; CHANGE OUR PATTERN and the way we think. WORDS HAVE POWER, so every problem takes it as CHALLENGES, change the DIFFICULT things to something INTERESTING in life and if WE DON'T KNOW something, make sure WE'LL FIND OUT to know everything...

New Life begin!!!

2009-02-14T15:07:00.003+08:00

Au revoir last year and welcome new year. It's February and happy new year to myself!! hooreeeyyy!! Now, i'm in high spirits of New Year! Some of my friends said i'm crazy and i'm out of my mind, maybe there is something wrong with my brain... But who care, right?? That saying, actually not bothered me at all...

Cheers! Start on February, a new fresh journey episode in my life will be created. As usual, i'll place my few new things, which is identifying as a 'mission' into my wish list. I hope i can achieve it, complete it and reach it, not only for my own good but also for everyone who connected with me directly or indirectly.

As the upcoming days goes on my way, hope i can live with more peaceful, dazzling sparkle smiles in my face, clean and clear inside my heart, more succeed in no matter what i'm doing and most important things is always be positive in any situation either good or bad. I hope i can be a good listener and i'm willing and prepared to share or giving opinion no matter on what issue to whoever needed it. It's like a 'life therapy' for me. It's similar to 'explore the world' with no any charges, F.O.C. I wish that i could life without hatred, enemies and envy feeling and devoid of negative thoughts.

Number 31 will be mine so hope this year, i'll meet and find someone who can open and give me 'the key' to unlock my heart and melt my heart and also make me fall in love again and will lead me into another step of relationship called 'life-partner relationship' and ended with marriage. Hope that person really love me, take care of me, never and ever broken my heart and will accept myself and my family as who we are. However, the most important is i get blessing from my family especially my ibu... amin...

Hope everything goes smoothly on my my way not only for today, tomorrow but also for the entire of my life..............

Words of the day... : For the time being, my heart belongs to Mr. Zero...

Unforgettable...

2009-01-27T10:16:00.009+08:00

Hey!! i did not writing in my blog bout 2 months.. In 2 months time, plenty of incident and matters happened in my life. There are greats things happened and sadly, some turbulent episode suddenly turns out in my life. In reality, i've lots of story to write and share. However, i truly don't have enough time to make it. All the way in 2 months back is as im running out of my time.

Flashed back journal....

Great things ( ^~^ )

Finally, i found my long lost friends via facebook and friendster. Million thanks to God for make it happened. You hear my pray. Alhamdulillah... I'm being so grateful to whoever introduce me facebook and friendster. I haven't met them for 13 years and some of them bout 15 years. Nevertheless, the great and amazing things is i found my childhood best friend which is we are not get in touch with each other almost 20 years. Really great, right? The fact, we all have a wonderful and beautiful life joruney. Some of them got their own great life family. Some of them just married. Some of them engaged. Some of them will marry with their love one. Some of them are single and still looking for Mr/Mrs Right exactly like me... kikikiki..... Most of them currently staying and working in a foreign country.

3 of us after 13 years...

Secondly, fantastic training. For me, in any possible way, this is among the best training i had been ever attended. Honestly, for a pass few years, this is what i've looking for and i need in my life. Thanks to God. Allah is Almighty. Thank you for giving me another change in my life before You took my life away... "Mencari dirimu ini siapa bukan semudah yang disangkakan"

Family vacation (",)

As a family, we have a great time together but it more happening if my parents can join us. Unfortunately, my parents have their own agenda and really need prompt action from then. What to do?? Sometimes, it has happened. It is acceptable. Memories just created and to be remember as a wonderful history in our life.

Turbulent Episode.... :-(

I think i would not write down nor share to anyone including my family especially my ibu. I've learnt various things from it. That 'sad and turbulent episode' makes me more matured and really make me tough for years. I'll make it as an excellent lesson for me in life which i think, i can't get it from anywhere except throughout 'turbulent episode'. I believed things happened for a reason. Just smile, stay clam, be patient, always positive and everything going to be all right. Cheers me!!!!!

Words of the day....

'Dari mana datangnya kesenangan dan kegembiraan jika tidak dari keperitan dan kesedihan?'

'Dari mana datangnya kematangan dan kekuatan jika tidak dari pengalaman dan cerita yang dilalui?'

Satu permulaan...

2008-11-16T11:54:00.004+08:00

Tercipta sejarah 25/10/2008...

best! penat lelah selama ini akhirnya berbayar... alhamdulilah berkat kesabaran, kesungguhan n keyakinan n yg pastinya doa n sokongan drpd family terutama ibu akhirnya dpt la jugak 'dilunaskan'... walaupun kdg2 terleka n hampir 'mengundur diri' atas sbb2 yg blh dikira 'logik'... wakakakaka..... satu dprd impian n permintaan ibu telah dilaksanakan... syukur masih berkesempatan melakukannya...

yg paling seronok... semua my 'geng karas' dpt bersama2 pd hari tue... terkenang masa dlm kelas.... 'geng karas' ni selalu duduk bahagian belakang kelas walauapapun yg terjadi... n off course dlm group tue, im da One n Only girl... pas tue kalu sudah boring or nda faham subjek, ehm... mulanya buat hal masing2... tido... mkn coklat... hantar sms sesama sendiri pas tue ketawa sorang2... apa jer la yg blh mengisi 'masa lapang'... janji tdk mengganggu student lain...

one of our lecturer, selalu saja 'mengenakan' diri ini... almaklum la sorang jer bunga di tengah2 kumbang... ada jer la... smpkan student lain pun ckp.. ' wah! so lucky u... u got bodyguard who always tk care of u....'

Kenangan indah yg tercipta utk diingati......

Terima kasih Allah s.w.t sbb memberikan aku kekuatan menempuhi segala2nya.. memberikan aku kesempatan utk menikmati segala2nya... memberikan aku cahaya NurMu dlm kehidupan ini.... amin.....

Bersua kembali... terjawab la segalanya.... :-(

2008-11-16T11:00:00.007+08:00

Lama jugak tdk menconteng blog nie... ya lah masa tdk mengizinkan... byk hal yg berlaku... ehm... gembira...tawa...bahagia...tenang... tp juga disebaliknya...sedih...tangis...duka...tension... biasa la kehidupan yg mmg udah tertulis sejak dari loh mahfuz lg...

Hari dlm sejarah 20/10/2008....

akhirnya terungkai la dlm sekelip mata segala jawapan yg dicari selama beberapa bln nie... Alhamdulilah segala puji bg Allah s.w.t... segala apa yg naluri ini fikirkan n sangkakan mmg benar n itulah kenyataannya... Syukur sekurang2nya dosa ini tdk bertambah...

Sedih.... la la la la.... (nyanyi jer la..) sbb mmg itu yg terjadi sdgkan dgn fikiran yg logik n matang, segala itu hanya la perkara kecil yg blh dibawa berunding n dibincang secara terbuka n aman... Kenapa la ini terjadi??.... Teringat akan satu nasihat "apa2 pun terjadi, apa2 pun berlaku, lbh baik bersemuka n bincang baik2 utk cari solution"... Hakikatnya, yg dihadapi disebaliknya... Diam n berfikir sejenak... kata2 hanya la kata2 yg diucapkan pd org lain tp tdk pd diri sendiri... iya ka???

Justeru, kebenarannya mmg amat pedih n terlalu menguris hati... Iya la... kata2 yg diluahkan dibelakang diri ini, melangkaui fikiran... Terbayang pulak keikhlasan n kejujuran yg diberikan utk kebaikan bersama sbg satu pasukan tanpa memikirkan kepayahan diri sendiri, tiba2 dipersoalkan n dilemparkan dgn keraguan n disalahertikan malahan dianggap 'musuh'... lama jugak berdiam diri cuba 'menembusi n menghalusi' kejadian itu...

Syukur dgn kudrat yg ada.... ketenangan menguasai diri ini... terima saja walauapapun yg menimpa... kitaran kehidupan drpg Ilahi... Ada ketika senang n gembira... Ada masanya susah n sedih... Apapun berlaku, tetap bersyukur sbb itu tandanya Allah s.w.t masih mengingati hambaNya yg kerdil ini... tetap memberikan kesempatan 'merasai n menikmati' kehidupan ini... Malahan semua itu membolehkan hambaNya ini semakin kuat mengharungi arus kehidupan pd hari2 yg mendtg sekaligus mengingatkan kebesaran n kekuasaan Sang Pencipta dlm kehidupan sementara ini... Pedoman hingga akhir nyawa....

Hadapi dgn senyuman......

dilemma....

2008-10-14T15:46:00.001+08:00

I had been thinking what i've done to 'this person'. Did i hurt 'this person' feeling? Did i say sumthing bad to 'this person'? Or else, i did sumthing which is hurtful 'this person'.. i mean maybe my action. Thinking for a quite long time and yet, i really no answer for that.

I'm supposing doing sumthing before it getting dreadful. Try to fix the situation back to normal but nothing alters. Well, after all, i think i give up and will not try doing anything. It takes 2 for tango, rite?? So, stop before its hurt my emotion badly... Yes, without any doubts!!

For time being, just pretend as nothing goes wrong. Let this situation, fix by itself. Hope everything backs as usual with new spirit and new life... Always positive and be positive for what happened. Let be gone, by gone. The whole thing happened for reasons. Allah know what is the best for His followers.

spirit..

2008-09-24T13:17:00.001+08:00

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voice of my heart

2008-09-24T13:03:00.001+08:00

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come n go...

2008-09-24T12:59:00.001+08:00

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yup! have to...

2008-09-24T12:49:00.001+08:00

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Ke mana menghilang???

2008-09-21T13:29:00.003+08:00

Adui! it's been long time, i'm not in da air...hehe... bz wit work n 'sewaktu dgnnya'... well, as we knoe, now is fasting month n less 2 weeks, we, Islam Muslim all over da world, will celebrate Idul Fitri or Hari Raya... hoorey!!! me n my family will be beraya at KK at my eldest sis family house, insya allah... can't wait da moment!!!! but b4 tat, i've 2 ready sum amount duit raya.. tis year, wat is my budget??? still thinking bout it..wakakaka....

enjoy da fasting month n SMILE, SMILE 2 any1 !!! Free-spirit!!!!

me, myself n i...my life..my story..: me???

2008-09-21T11:17:00.000+08:00

me, myself n i...my life..my story..: me???

me???

2008-08-06T09:16:00.004+08:00

lately, i feel like i'm lost on my own track. i'm losing my energy n felt exhausted n off course tired... my schedule is pack. a lot of task is n will coming my way n should be done ASAP. frankly, tis moment, i'm facing problem wit my time management n struggle to solve it. many things need my prompt attention n without delay action. really, it makes me going crazy. sumtimes, i'm rather to quit n give up n leave the entire task behind than continue n keeps on going n pretend everything goes smoothly. nothing neither woories nor thinks. however, is tat simple??? think n think again...

really tough week?? yup... next week, i'll far away from my home... out-station to Lhd Da2 n takes bout 5 hours driving from here... the interesting part is... i've to drive bout 300km from Lhd Da2 to our destination (kwsn pendalaman ba..), everyday for the whole week. i've start in the early murning n end in the late evening... tough agenda waiting me in my list... n for tat, i've increase my energy level up to the maximum level n try to be 'beyond the expectations"... but... can i do it???? just remember Bapak Wawan said 'i may not be the best but watever i do, i do my very best'.. Bapak Wawan is a fantastic motivator from Indonesia... really bombastic ba...

anyhow, on balance, there r gud things instead difficult situations. yup! tat's gud opportunity for me too, rite?? i neither can evaluate myself, SWOT n measure n improve my skills nor can gain more knowledge n get new experience. n again remember... ' when u go through life, look at the doughnut and NOT THE HOLE...' Mr. K.G. Lim, a great motivator n true life story - Dare To Fail.

neway, maybe tis is my turning point in life... just take it as a kismet from Allah s.w.t n think in the positive way....

either gud or bad, neither happy nor sad, everything happens for a reason...

cayo2!!! pak si bo chau!!!

ketahui...

2008-07-18T11:32:00.005+08:00

ketahuila... hati mana yg tdk terusik ttg hal nie... hati mana yg tdk risau bila crita ttg hal nie... hati mana yg tdk cemburu mengenangkan hal nie.. well, masa lalu byk pengajaran yg dikutip utk melalui kehidupan masa mendtg... masa lampau terlalu menyakitkan n hampir2 merangkak dlm meniti kehidupan akan dtg... sakit terlalu menyakitkan... lukanya terlalu menusuk ke dlm... hati nie umpama serpihan kaca yg terjatuh hancur berderai n amat payah utk dicantum kembali... umpama dunia nie tiada cahaya yg akan menyinar utk mengiringi perjalanan yg panjang... umpama hidup nie telah sampai ke titik noktah...

bertuah... sbb walaupun disakiti... ditinggalkan... dicemuh... diri nie tetap dpt meniti kehidupan... dpt bernafas sepuas2nya... trus tabah n kuat... tetap utuh berdiri malah lbh utuh lagi... semua kerna kekuatan kasih sayang family...

dan...terutama ibu... pengalaman n perjalanan hidup memberikan diri nie lbh cahaya n kekuatan utk trus berjalan n berjalan... trus berdiri n berdiri...

namun... kehidupan nie penuh dgn cabaran yg mmg telah tertulis sejak azali lagi... hidup nie penuh dgn dugaan yg menduga perjalanan kehidupan sebagai hambaNya... kehidupan umpama roda... sekejap di atas...sekejap di bawah...ada ketika ke kanan...ada ketika ke kiri... berat amat berat... Kekdg Allah s.w.t 'menyakitkan' kita sebelum MENYEMBUHKAN kita... 'menyusahkan' sebelum MENYENANGKAN kita... 'menderitakan' kita sebelum MEMBAHAGIAKAN kita...

dan... apa pun yg terjadi, pasti ada hikmah disebalik kejadian itu... berdoa n trus berdoa agar diberikan kekuatan utk trus melangkah n mengharungi hari-hari mendtg...

hakikatnyer... manusia nie diciptakan berpasang2an... ajal maut jodoh pertemuan di tangan Allah... kita sebagai hambaNya kena redha di samping berdoa n trus berdoa semoga ditemukan dgn pasangan yg blh membimbing dunia akhirat... yg blh menerima diri nie seadanya... yg blh menyayangi diri nie dgn setulus hati... yg blh mencintai diri nie seikhlas hati...

insya allah...

penat...

2008-07-18T10:19:00.006+08:00

syok p bercuti.. jumpa kwn2 n my beloved adik di srwk ....wakakaka... best bangat!! tp sadis btl sbb nda blh mandi laut, p snorkeling n sewaktu dgnnya.. darurat ba...huhu.. neway next time, mesti p ngan family, ibu, abah, angah n da geng n c adik. mmg relax n enjoy.. insya allah pjg umur ada rezeki, i'm will be coming back..hehe

"kekadang pabila bersendirian, dpt menilai perjalanan hidup yg tlah dilalui... betapa byk kegagalan... kekecewaan... kesusahan... kesakitan... namun di sebalik itu ada juga terselit 'kemenangan'... kegembiraan... kesenangan... "

Katakanlah...

2008-06-26T13:05:00.001+08:00

Katakanlah yg sebenar2nya walaupun ianya amat menyakitkan… Lumrah... kebenaran itu amat menyakitkan dlm hidup ini… Hakikatnya, kdgkala dlm kehidupan ini, sesuatu kebenaran itu menghancurkan segala2nya… Tp itulah yg terbaik sebelum segala2nya terlambat. Mungkin, jika kebenaran itu diketahui, situasi itu blh diubah n diperbaiki… Sebelum luka itu bertambah dalam n meninggalkan parut.. atau kesakitan itu akan meninggalkan kesan selama2nya, katakanlah saja apa yg sebenar2nya. Jgn biar ianya berakhir tanpa sempat membuat apa2 sdgkan keadaan itu masih blh diselamatkan… Fikirlah guna akal n fikiran kurniaan Allah swt…

Antara... hakikatnya...

2008-06-19T17:21:00.002+08:00

Antara ribuan kejayaan... hakikatnya terhimpun jutaan kegagalan…
Antara ribuan kesenangan... hakikatnya terhimpun jutaan kesengsaraan…
Antara ribuan kekayaan... hakikatnya terhimpun jutaan kemiskinan…
Antara ribuan janji manis... hakikatnya terhimpun jutaan kepalsuan…
Antara ribuan kata sayang... hakikatnya terhimpun jutaan kata benci…
Antara ribuan perbuatan... hakikatnya terhimpun jutaan dosa dan pahala…
Sebagai hakikatnya, terpulanglah pada diri sendiri untuk berfikir dan menilai yang mana satu pilihan….

Senyum n Tawa....

2008-06-17T10:39:00.002+08:00

Sedar or tidak... Kdg2kan senyum n tawa yg terukir di bibir, bknlah bererti seseorg tue sdg dlm kegembiraan... Kdg2kan tangisan n airmata yg menitis itu, bknlah bererti kita sdg dlm derita… Dlm hidup ni, kdgkala senyum n tawa kita hakikatnya menutup n melindungi segala rahsia sengsara n sebenarnya tangisan airmata adalah percikan sinar sebuah kebahagiaan… Lantas, kebenarannya bkn mudah utk kita mengecapi n mengenali erti kehidupan seorg insan seperti mana sukarnya utk mengecapi sebuah kejayaan n kebahagiaan… Betapa unik n indahnya perasaan ciptaan dariNya utk kita di dunia ni….

Terima kasih...

2008-06-16T15:09:00.000+08:00

Terima kasih...

kerana kasihmu
kerana sayangmu
kerana cintamu
kerana impianmu
kerana harapanmu
kerana sentuhanmu
kerana senyummu
kerana perhatianmu
untuk diriku…

Terima kasih...

kerana ingatanmu
kerana kenanganmu
padaku…

Terima kasih...

kerana kebencian
kerana kesakitan
kerana kesengsaraan
kerana kepedihan
kerana kedukaan
kerana kelukaan
kerana penderitaan
kerana titisan airmata
untuk diriku…

Terima kasih segala-galanya yang tercipta dalam hidupku…

Terima kasih…

Hakikatnya, hanya satu…
Ketahuilah…
Walau sehebat mana ujian ini…
Walau berat mana keadaan ini…
Walau hancur hati ini…
Langkah demi langkah terus di susun...
Langkah demi langkah terus di atur…
Walaupun sesukar mana
Hidup tetap diteruskan…
Walaupun bermula dari mula…

Terima kasih….

bukan senang... sabar jer la!!

2008-06-11T08:55:00.000+08:00

Bkn senang mau puaskan hati org lain sdgkan hati sendiri pun kadangkala sukar mau dipuaskan… Bkn senang mau fahamkan org lain apa yg kita cakap sbb kdg2 kita sendiri pun tdk faham apa yg kita ckpkan… Bkn senang mau gambarkan dgn org lain apa yg kita fikirkan… Bkn senang utk org trima kita seadanya sbb kdg2 kita sendiri pun susa mau trima org lain seadanya... Biasa ler.. manusia dijadikan dgn pelbagai ragam n kerenah... Hal-hal mcm tue, hakikatnya dpt mematangkan fikiran n memperbaiki diri kita sendiri. Syukur sbb kita masih diberi peluang utk melihat n merasai hal-hal mcm tue... Pasti ada hikmah disebalik setiap kejadian itu.... Apa2 pun... sentiasa bersabar n trus bersabar.... Hadapi apa2 pun yg mendtg dgn senyuman n itu yg penting... Mudah2an kekuatan iman trus utuh n kukuh dlm diri kita bkn saja utk kelmarin, hari ini, esok or lusa tp selama2nya selagi kita bernafas...... adiosssssss

Macho???

2008-06-07T11:45:00.000+08:00

Not macho?? What a weak person you… People always speak that words… Well, I think it’s alright if man wants to cry. As a human being, it’s a natural feeling that God give to us as His follower. When we cry, it makes us feel better and relax. Also, every time after cry, we will get new spirit and more ‘energy’ to move on and face all the situations... So, there is no reason why man can’t cry…..